by Matsu Kogo on Tue May 02, 2017 10:51 am
Kogo ponders for a moment.
"I have hopes, but they are lower than they were. Now, I prepare myself for doing my duty, whatever that means. It may mean that I do not end up being married to anyone I have met, which is...a disappointment. I have enjoyed my time and my interactions with you and those of your clan."
She pauses for a moment.
"But I am glad, regardless of the results. I have made new friends, I have strengthened old friendships. I have learned more of myself than I thought possible in such a short time." She takes a deep breath.
"And I suspect that marriage into or with another of the Unicorn clan will be....positive for me. There is balance in it. Though I am concerned at the idea of being the first Matsu to wed out of the family since its creation, I am also sure that I am likely one of the best choices for such a duty. I no longer wonder why I was chosen for the miai. I can see the reasons, stretched out and they are clear."
She looks at him, her eyes serious. "There were things I hoped for that have not necessarily materialized. Possibilities that grew and changed in the blink of an eye. But...I will not be glad when the miai is done. I may be slightly relieved, to have the choices finally made."
Lion Clan • Beastmaster • Gullible • Idealistic • Paragon: Courtesy
Honor: What is expected l Status: 1 l Glory: 1 l Courtship : 1
Carries: Wakizashi, sweets, traveling game of Go, jade
internal thoughts
Accompanied by Warcat Noburu at most times.