Hotaru drifted her gaze elsewhere as if to look at the yurt around her and notice that there was still much packing to be done before she could leave. She had been putting off doing that, considering everything that was on her mind on the day before. In the end, she couldn't help but feel defeated, again. She didn't have who she wanted, by decision, and she couldn't have Butaj. Perhaps, that's how the foundation of most marriages was built. She couldn't be entirely sure, as she only had one shot at this. There were many reasons that a Scorpion only married once.
"It's not my intent to make this match one forged out of carelessness. I hope some day down the line, we can make sense of it all. What is blurry now can come into focus later, surely with some hard work and hope" Her knowledge in divination seemed to give her some hope that not everything was ever truly static. Everything had working parts around them.
She gave a shake of her head. "No, I think you've given me much to think about for the next few month. Thank you. We only have the rest of our lives to address more things."