by Asako Hirase on Sat Apr 22, 2017 8:15 pm
"You know that I had a wife and lost her." He actually couldn't recall telling her that, but was certain that Chi-Pu must have mentioned it....wasn't that what women did? "She was a warrior, too, and fell in honorable battle. I was proud of her, but still...it was hard."
Since he was going to have to look up at her no matter what, Hirase decided he might as well be comfortable and, after moving enough steps away from the Shrine to consider himself out of it, sat crosslegged.
"Our marriage wasn't a love match. It was arranged, as most are in my Family. But we'd become great friends over our time and it was as a best friend that I mourned her. I found my comfort for a few days in drink, but it was a hollow comfort and left me unable to do the tasks my Duty required properly. I knew she would have been ashamed of that and so I set about doing the things that I know she would have wanted. After all, she is not lost to me forever...I may see her in the life after this one or even Yomi if I am that fortunate." A small smile rose. "I tried to imagine what she would say, what she'd be pushing me toward, and do that. I used all of the energy I could spare on it, wearying myself until sleep couldn't help but strike me down. There was a peace in that and I cherished it."
Phoenix Clan * Courtier * Widower * Single Father * Husband-elect of Shinjo Liu YueGlory: 1.0 Status: 1.0 Honor: What is Expected
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